last lap of marathon?

2011-10-19T08:20:00.000-07:00

you will always win. no matter what.

you throw your temper for however long you feel like.

torture me for however long you feel like.

and then I must like treat you nice, exceptionally nice for maybe a few weeks before you give in.

firstly, what kind of a guy are you?

secondly, how childish can you be?

I wondered how you survived till this day without getting into any trouble?

Or...

are you just bias against me?

I rest this case.

Give UP.

DEPARTURE FROM 2011

2011-10-17T23:47:00.000-07:00

In 2011...

I learnt many things.
I made many special friends
I saw make ups and break-ups
I saw the beauty and ugliness of life.
I felt that I could treasure my own life and the people around me for the first time..
I felt the closeness of death which scared me to death
I felt for the first time that I'm not alone in this situation.
I felt warmth in SRJC
I saw tears of mine, of others
tears of joy... of sadness
I saw how you couldn't control fate sometimes.
I saw real good people.
I saw people with masks.
What an eventful year.

Thank you.
Thank you God, for giving me such great friends to encourage me whenever I fall
I'm sorry if I've been selfish at times.
But in life, it's either I win, or lose.
Thank you for giving me such great parents, for giving me " hidden support"

NOW...

THAT THE TRUTH IS OUT.

I feel happy.
I feel sad.
I have a whole lot of emotions that I don't know how to explain.
It's scary.
But its a whole new experience that I'm gonna be facing.
I hope that my friends, whether they promote or not, can accept reality quickly, and move on...
I hope that they understand that retaining does not mean that they are dumb, or stupid.
Some of them started late, so this is a lesson that they will remember for life.
Some of them need more time to absorb lessons and content.

Whether retain or promote, as long as we all reach the final destination
the processes are just experiences that will enrich our life.

RETAINING. WHAT IS IT?

compare it to a departure of an aeroplane. Some airplanes depart earlier than others, with few or no problems along the way.
But, some airplanes have delayed flights and many problems along the way. It conquers all the problems and move on...
In the end, both planes reach the same destination.
What does this say?

What if?
If next year... sec 4 repeats itself?
The only thing that keeps me going now is that I do not want to repeat what happened in sec 4.

Dear God,
let me pluck up the courage to move forward and never look back
to give my very best for all that I do...
I wish the very best for next year.

GOOD LUCK RACH! :D
ALL THE BEST FOR 2012... I hope the world won't end:(

2011-08-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

I just want my parents to be healthy and happy.

THAT'S ALL.

2011-01-12T23:45:00.000-08:00

moved:)

2010-09-26T01:41:00.000-07:00

you know... seriously even if i did not go the other day. seeing these pictures already make me so happy:)) i know if i was there the other day, i wouln't be able to focus. haha this pictures are courtesy of rainieday! must really credit them! i love all the pictures... esp this one!!! she looks like some western celebrity! and so pretty! i figured out no one else except me and roy would go to her fc blog so i decided to put up here. i hope they don't mind!

very very very very NICE:)

AHH! so cutteee!!!

wow i think that girl is shorter than me!

how much did this cake cost?! its so nice!

ohh... so cute! looks exactly like yumi!

2010-09-22T08:47:00.000-07:00

well... i cant believe this actually made me cry.
i can't make it tmr because so coincidently, i have prelims now
yes, i'm willing to sacrifice this for my exams.
i guess no one will understand how i feel. except me.
i kinda regret sometimes idolising.
its gives me negative and positive effects. it makes me confused...
but at least i can make it to her concert. I'm already very happy

good luck darling, i am giving you the strength to be able to sign all the posters tmr! on't give up! you can do it:) since you are working so hard tmr, i shall work hard for my lit too!
ohhhh... and don't cry:( i know you are touched.
i'm so happy for you and lzx

i think its not just a dream come true for you and him, but the fans too:)
i have been thinking a lot these few days... asking ppl like yushan.
i've decided... i don't think i will stop this that soon!
after olevels, i will become a full time fan!!!
contributing to the FC if i can:)
erm... lzx one a bit too expensive. so cannot:(

I LOVE LIT!
I LOVE LIT!
I LOVE LIT!
I LOVE LIT!
I LOVE LIT!
I CAN DO IT TMR!!!

CONGRATS TO BOTH OF YOU!!!

i am not mad. i just like them.

2010-09-07T06:30:00.000-07:00

so pretty!!! i love this hairstyle:)

hehe so cool!

i had a dream ytd... i was a superstar lols. i was inthis really cool black car and reporters were chasing after me. but then, after that when i was bombarded with questions about my life... wth i felt like going back into the black car. haha a retarded dream yeah? -.-

NICE VIDEO!!! SHE SAID ABOUT HER CONCERT IN SINGAPORE:) SMALL PART LAH!

ELLA:)

2010-09-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

rainie seem to have lost weight...

well, good. good:)

keep it that way. i was so worried for her during one period of time.

but i should have known better. that she's a mush more disciplined person than me.

actually i wanted to post somepictures of lzx... but everytime i look at munmun's tumblr, lols i feel so embarrassed.

so forget it. at least less ppl see rainie's photos:)

i was reading TIKAM just now...

in a way, i'm quite similiar to them. i used to play childish games like them.

no, really like them. i liked to act, but i acted myself. retarded...yes yes yes i know

i acted as a patient cum doctor. i have different kinds of illnesses, and i would always bring my " daughter" along, some doll lah-.-

my favourite one... i have heart attack. then you know the thing that doctors always use to revive a person? that thing that can make a person's heart start beating again?

yup... i did it on myself-.-

thinking back... i don't know if i should laugh at my retardedness

or should i smile at my innocence

i really want my innocence back:)

i'm trying to accelerate as fast as i can now, but somehow the road has more friction than ever.

the sole on my shoe is still intact, but i'm afraid it'll tear off soon if i don't see myself winning the race.

GO RACHEL:)

2010-08-28T07:46:00.000-07:00

To be able to win the next Golden Bell Awards, Rainie gets obsessed. Recently still busy with the filming of [Sunshine Angel], even after her work still request her mother and sister to continue calling her cast name “Sunshine”, even when eating, walking or tidying her hair she takes on the actions of sunshine with her. The actions she does to get herself more attached to the role leave the fellow working crew speechless.

Last year, despite having two successful shows [Miss No Good] and [ToGetHer] which were both trying for a spot in Golden Bells. Both show had a totally different fee of acting, but none of them were nominated, being so upset she names herself as the “biggest loss” of the award ceremony, and had taken the setback seriously.

This time round while acting [Sunshine Angel], the lead “Sunshine” has a character like Rainie and the situations “Sunshine” encounters click with Rainie’s experiences. “Sunshine” depicts a Okinawa [Japan] Chinese who, with the aim of paying off her parents debt, started working as a domestic helper in a rich man’s household. Rainie says, not that she wasn’t able to get out of the role after the show, is that the show made her recall about herself, and those days where she was still helping her family pay debts as she steps into showbiz.

Rainie’s participated in the movie [Child's Eye] which was nomiated in Venice Film Festival, Rainie would take her first chance in walking the red carpet of an international stage. But because the event would be happening during the season change, the next season’s fashion has yet to reach Taiwan, cause Rainie to have some big issues with choosing what to wear. Her manager reveals, previously Rainie doesn’t really dare to wear clothes to reveal her arms and legs, or even clothes which are too low-cut, but because of this festival she shall take the chance to properly showcase her maturity, and break her limits.

i admire how determined she is, cos i can never be so determined like her.
i feel so embarrassed of myself... can i only admire her?
can't i be like her?
is it that difficult?
i always ask myself this question...

2010-08-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

this video is very touching. must see the one after ya tou one. because his story is so touching:)actually i pity him... really

2010-08-20T08:41:00.000-07:00

i am prepared for the worst
but i am also hoping for the best.
i do not think that i got the best results...
in fact, i feel that my results are average only. and yes... its indeed kind of worrying
but what can i do by just worrying?
i'm not gonna give up. i am not gonna get affected by rainie or show.
they're my source of motivation after mr san left...
nobody knows how important there are to me
so...

EVERYONE MUST SUPPORT RAINIE'S FIRST CONCERT IN SINGAPORE!!!

i am trying to be an optimistic person, seeing things on the bright side. i am really trying and i hope that god can help me:) i think i'm gonna enjoy studying from now on!
GOOD LUCK TO ME!

2010-07-31T07:22:00.000-07:00

86 days... nice number. but this number scares me. Give up? no way. Work harder? long way.
no more stories about people who succeed in olevel please.
i had enough.
no need any more motivational stories.
because even if i do not do very well in olevels, i 've already succeeded.
WHY?

because i'm proud of what i've achieved.
i am proud of mysef for finishing ever paper that is given to me, finishing my every run
i'm proud of not even thinking of dropping any subjects before, of never thinking on giving up on netball.
proud of even leaving drama to join a totally new kind of cca, netball
i'm proud of who i am today... because no one can be like me.
most importanly... i'm proud of my unique height:)
yeah teachers...thats why Rachel Lee from 4/9 is PROUD.
BEAT THAT.

2010-07-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

i found the answer to why i landed in this situation
this horrible situation that i have been talking about
finally!!!
i can now slowly but surely solve the root of the problem...

我能做到的！

2010-07-18T06:47:00.000-07:00

AMAZING!!!

2010-07-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

郭静 - 每一天都不同

最讨厌要下不下的雨
可惜未来总是扑朔迷离
如果摔得越痛才越会飞行
快把我丢向最高的天空里
不喜欢别人说我幸运
他们不懂我有多么努力
虽然冲动永远比坚持容易
宝贵的东西都需要很费心
有的给我眼泪有的给我笑容
碰到的事每一天都不同
终于会珍惜花开不怕花落
走过的曲折就全变成彩虹
不喜欢别人说我幸运
他们不懂我有多么努力
虽然冲动永远比坚持容易
宝贵的东西都需要很费心
遇见的人每一天都不同
偶尔失去什么偶尔学到什么
慢慢能翻越沙丘走出日落
每一天的我要比昨天辽阔
连我都不相信自己的时候
只有你一直相信我
此刻我什么也不想说
因为拥抱能表达得更多
碰到的事每一天都不同
有的给我眼泪有的给我笑容
终于会珍惜花开不怕花落
走过的曲折就全变成彩虹
遇见的人每一天都不同
偶尔失去什么偶尔学到什么
慢慢能翻越沙丘走出日落
每一天的我要比昨天辽阔

2010-07-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

Show Luo is jealous of local host Lee Teng

The Taiwanese star was in Singapore for the opening of the STAGE flagship store

Taiwanese star Show Luo is jealous of local host Lee Teng.
Lee Teng took his 'baby' and made it bigger and better.
The baby in question? Fashion brand, STAGE.

Show Luo and Lee Teng are business partners in this venture. Show specially flew from Taiwan for the ribbon-cutting ceremony of Lee Teng's third outlet in Singapore recently. The outlet will be the flagship store for STAGE.

Lee Teng had spent a six-digit sum on setting up the store. When asked what he thought of the new store, Show said he was satisfied with what Lee Teng had done.

"Actually I'm kind of jealous because this store is even bigger than mine in Taipei and Kaosiung!"
During the interview after the ceremony, Show was all praises for Lee Teng

"He introduced the brand to Singapore and has put his heart into maintaining the business for the past two years."

He also said that by letting Lee Teng handle the franchise in Singapore, he felt like he was giving his baby away for Lee Teng to take care of.

Show's fans had thronged *SCAPE even before he arrived, prompting reporters to tease Lee Teng for being overshadowed. Lee Teng modestly replied he is the one who is benefitting from the attention.

Since Show is also Jolin Tsai's good friend, reporters could not resist sneaking in a question about the recent rumours of her hooking up with Jay Chou. Jolin and Jay had set tongues wagging after collaborating in an encore performance at Jay's recent concert.

"Those are just rumours; all she did was to perform as a guest!"

When asked about Jolin's sister, who recently got hitched, Show said that he is happy for her, but the star clearly did not forget the reason he was at the event. He cleverly drew attention back to the opening by drawing an analogy.

"Today is a 'marriage' too; I'm marrying my daughter (STAGE brand) off to Lee Teng, hopefully they can give birth to a few more shops!"

video!!!
http://video.xin.msn.com/watch/video/show-luo-visits-stage-shop-in-singapore-%E5%B0%8F%E7%8C%AA%E4%B8%BA%E6%9D%8E%E8%85%BEstage%E5%BA%97%E5%89%AA%E5%BD%A9/tnqkuah3

2010-07-10T02:11:00.000-07:00

i wish i can be like them sometimes
they are so sweet
i wish those things that i see in idol dramas are true
oh no i am not studying now
why must this happen now?
dear i hope you enjoy yourself here in singapore:)
haha i may not be there but my heart will always be with you

oh gosh thats so mushy

2010-07-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

you know, even though i might be good in running, i don't think that i'm a runner, or a winner.
i don't possess the kind of qualities that a runner has. the kind of fighting spirit.
i don't think i deserve that throphy sitting on my cupboard now.
why can't i apply the techniques of running a real marathon on my studies and my life?
i am not disciplined... neither am i determined.
i don't deserve to be called a runner.

i try very hard to find that RACHEL LEE back. but i can't seem to find it.
it gets harder every day. i'm not a winner. i am no longer proud of myself.
period. full stop.

2010-07-08T06:54:00.000-07:00

SOFIA JIA YOUS!!!

2010-07-08T06:05:00.000-07:00

HIHI EVERYONE:) I GOT A LOT OF NEWS... regarding who?

FIRSTLY...

WuZun gives his first time to Rainie Yang! ComicRitz new show “Sunshine Angel” would collaborate with Taiwan, China and Japan, after 40days of shooting in Shanghai, it turns up in Okinawa to hold its press conference for the Taiwan and Japan media, WuZun can’t help but complain to the Taiwan media that he was being beat up by Rainie till he got bruises all around, WuZun shouts, “It’s my first time being beaten up so badly.” And when WuZun kiss Rainie, he did not receive any responce, and jokes that he is kissing a woodblock.

“Sunshine Angel” using a total of NT$80million to film for 20hours, it is currently in Okinawa to film the pretty scenery, the helicopter; yatch and sports car scenes. It has been filming for 10 days and have spend $5million. WuZun who is surrounded by flashy outfits and beautiful sceneries has a habit of taking off the buttons of his shirt, letting the others see the bruises Rainie left behind, which made the rest of the female crew blush.

That scene where WuZun was beaten by the crying Rainie for the whole afternoon, other than this scene where the pretty boy’s chest is being targeted, there’s another scene where Rainie had to slap WuZun repeatedly, which made his face swell up like a pig head. Rainie laughs, “From the start I told him, I would really hit, would try my best not to NG, but the director wants a shot from many angles!”

WuZun isn’t that proficient in Chinese, so when he ask Rainie to help him get some stuff and wanting to thank her for that, he says, “You are very ji-po [busybody]!” Rainie laughs saying, “Now I know him quite well, he actually wants to thank me for taking care of him. Those female actresses who once co-star with WuZun was described by him as being casual! That is easier to be misunderstood!” WuZun was actually trying to say that they are easy-going.

Before the collaboration, Rainie was actually afraid that WuZun would be prettier than her, but now Rainie says, “He’s beautiful but his heart is even prettier! He’s very kind-hearted.” Rainie who hasn’t dated for 5 to 6 years, and WuZun says that he has stayed single for more than 10years, would both of them have any sparks?

“His eyes is like an empty hole, wouldn’t be like guys who leaves feelings all around!” Unsure if this sentence is praising or teasing WuZun? Rainie laughs saying, “His principle of living is to eat!” WuZun’s love to eat is well-known, during the interview he says, “When the filming gets tough, I would use food to pamper myself, so I would really have to taste the food here in Okinawa!”

SECONDLY...

Iron woman!

currently in its filming stages in Japan’s Okinawa to film a love story with the backgrounds of sunshine and sea. The crew has spend a huge amount of money to rent helicopters and speedboats for filming purposes, WuZun and fellow crews who has scenes in both the speedboats and helicopters all got motion-sickness, only iron-woman Rainie is the only one enjoying herself.

Rainie, in , casts as a Taiwanese who grows up in Okinawa, once she reaches the location she starts off with suntan lotions to speed up the process of getting tanned, she was afraid that her fair legs would not fall into the category of being local in the sunshine island of Okinawa, diretor Wang Ming Tai ask her not to worry as after only being in Okinawa for one day, he has already turned into a tanned person, WuZun also got multiple sunburns.

The crew has spend money to rent speedboats and helicopters. WuZun who has a history of motion sickness was afraid that he would vomit and that the blood-vessels in the eye would influence his appearance, he controlled himself, and tried to remain handsome by driving the boat with one hand, but during meal-breaks, WuZun who was usually the “king of eating” was too bloated. But WuZun insist on eating as he says, “I have to try to eat anything I can eat, or else there wouldn’t be anything I can vomit later.”

When its the helicopter scene where there are multiple scenes, at this point of time everyone including WuZun was feeling uncomfortable, only Rainie Yang continues to be lively. She has love the sea since young, and kept reminding the crew to remember to look far ahead to enjoy the beautiful scenery.

while everyone is almost dying... SHE continues to be the most lively one!!!

THIRDLY...

童眼news!!!

this is a short clip. not very clear... but a rough idea. not the trailer too...

i had oral today. it was alright. so don't ask me anymore. i just want to forget about chinese for a while. quite tired of it already. i don't think i want to retake chinese. unless i get less than B3 lah!

2010-07-07T06:09:00.000-07:00

well i guess this is it. even though its just oral tommorow, i feel more prepared than during the written exam. i hope i can get good marks to pull my overall marks.
i'm sure everyone is trying very hard now. but sometimes,i think we should sit back and ask ourselves, what are we doing this for? because when i do that sometimes, it either gives me more drive to study... or i don't feel like studying for a while.

how often we people get to do what we really want? we basically follow everything blindly...
we don't even do jobs that we love. what i really love doing is... SECRET haha. some people know lah:) yupps... so what i'm trying to say is that most of the teachers tell us that we can do well as long as we study hard and do our homework. but can we really do well in life? if we don't have the passion but we are very good in accountacy, are we able to keep that up for life? so sometimes i don't feel like studying!

i hope that RAINIEandSHOWcan give me the strength that i need to do my very best for my chem SPA and MT oral exam...

haha and btw i know this is an old korean song but i love it:)

2010-07-05T06:15:00.000-07:00

okay okay i know this is really late but i just feel like putting up the lyrics.haha what lyrics? the song that my wonderful seniors sang to us during the camp. Jomanda! we're touched, not stoning!

One more yr and i’ll be heading out on my own.
Leaving friends and the place that i call home.
i don’t wanna go home I just need to know that i can come back.

I only need to know ,

I only need to know that you’ll ve here when i come back home.
Cuz i dun wanna miss a fun-filled training here with you like this.
I dun wanna miss

All those times we ran in the sunlight Conversations and laughter till midnight.
You and i huddled close till the daylight came.

Remember the passes we never could get right,the stepping the footwork we always messed up

THANK YOU SENIORS:)

2010-07-04T07:16:00.000-07:00

2010-07-03T06:16:00.000-07:00

當我面對陽光...
我是赤裸的...

當我接觸雨水...
我是赤裸的...

當我感受微風...
我是赤裸的...

心被掏空...
靈被看穿...

我被了解...

When facing the sunlight
I am naked.

When touching the raindrops
I am naked.

When feeling the breeze
I am naked.

My heart has been emptied. i see you
Soul has been seen through.

I am being understood

this is how rainie felt about that incident. i am so glad that she is beeing undersood now. actually it would be kinda weird if she just say “8年”instead of “8年而已？”. i think its perfectly normal and a natural human reaction. not everyone there has accepted her yet but at least there is an improvement. haha but for those who haven accepted her yet... oh well, its their loss:)

what happened to her a few years ago. it was her biggest mistake.

aiya everyone has their past mah:)

the other day i was hearing 如果我便成回忆 and after hearing the first line... i thought of hui yi:) haha lols i also dunno why. and i thought of this... u can try singing to the tune of that song:)

如果我便成Hui Yi
就会有新鲜空气 ( tall ppl have fresher air mah)
好羡慕她的身材又高又瘦
我一无所有
我只要到一百六十公分就已满足 ( 160cm)
谁能帮帮我, 长高一些
让我开心

2010-07-01T06:31:00.000-07:00

我是一只小小鸟
~愿心爱的夏宁永远快乐~

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高
有时候我觉得自己是一只小鸟
想要飞却怎么也飞不高
也许有一天我攀上了枝头却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己从此无依无靠
每次到了夜深人静的时候我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我明天没有变的更好
未来会怎样究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说我永远都找不到
我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高
我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高
所有知道我的名字的人啊你们好不好
世界是如此的小我们注定无处可逃
当我尝尽人情冷暖当你决定为了你的理想燃烧
生活的魔力与生命的尊严哪一个重要
我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高
我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高
这样的要求不算太高

love this song
i also like that...
just a small bird who can't achieve much
even simple things like height-.-
haha i think of this only laugh sia...

why does the man hear two sounds from the mountain?

ans: COS HE HAS 2 EARS!

i didn't know i could be so lame
i think cos my brain was fried already... go mad liao:)

2010-06-30T06:36:00.000-07:00

i was reading rainie's blog the other day
she said what she was afraid of...
i think i also have.

I think i am scared of being immune to things that hurt me. I will be too used to it that i have no more feelings or whatsoever when people criticise me. I don't want to be that kind of person. Even though i may feel hurt, i want to be a person that is emotional, like SHOW!

我怕我爸爸妈妈一天离开我
我每一次一想到就会怕。

我怕有一天没人再爱我了...
我怕我孤独...
我不敢独立...
我不想坚强...
因为我想永远都依赖别人...

a bit emo huh? and quite contradicting to the blocks in the background!
CUTE right?

2010-06-29T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hi My Sweetheart wins the World Cup!

对于内地观众而言，柴智屏的一部《流星花园》红遍南北。时过境迁，当偶像剧已如雨后春笋般泛滥时，其质量和口碑都在急速削减。今晚开始，柴智屏将携新作《海派甜心》亮相安徽卫视。此番偶像剧之母再度杀回内地，坦言《海派甜心》无论技术和剧情都超越《流星花园》。而谈到播出档期与世界杯相撞，柴智屏自信表示挑战世界杯是一件很刺激的事情。

大肆“潜规则”起用女儿

谈起当年拍摄《流星花园》时，柴智屏坦言每集只有15万元的制作费，而F4每集的片酬才2500元。此次携《海派甜心》征战内地，柴智屏豪言自信满满。谈到自己这个“新孩子”时，对于主演罗志祥和杨丞琳，柴智屏丝毫不吝惜自己的喜爱之情。“我和他们都合作不止一次了，对他们的外形和演技都很满意。罗志祥在前半段扮丑，真的很好笑，我们在现场看都经常忍不住大笑，他是个蛮有想法的演员，这次的造型中还加入了很多他自己的想法。杨丞琳也很特别，台湾女演员基本上都走淑女路线，像她这么放得开演戏的不多，她在《不良笑花》里扮丑，这次在《海派甜心》里是一个野蛮的假小子。在台湾的偶像剧中，你往往能看到演员身上更多的可能性。”柴智屏说道。不仅如此，柴智屏还坦言《海派甜心》中自己第一次用到了“潜规则”——拉女儿入戏。据悉，柴智屏的女儿小雅目前就读于台湾艺术大学戏剧系一年级，此次在《海派甜心》中，她也让自己的女儿过了把戏瘾，出演一位在冰激凌店打工的女孩。

收视打败世界杯不是神话

对于《海派甜心》此次在内地播出的收视率，柴智屏则认为虽然台湾的电视剧市场小，但竞争一直都非常激烈。在全年都有多部偶像剧同时播出的情况下，《海派甜心》先后击败《下一站，幸福》《桃花小妹》《就想赖着你》等一批同期上档的超棒偶像剧，坐稳收视冠军宝座，所以此番征战内地，柴智屏对收视超有信心。

而谈到撞车世界杯，柴智屏表示：“我还是坚持那句话：好看才是王道。坦白地说，能够挑战世界杯确实是一件刺激的事情。不过世界杯还是男性观众居多，《海派甜心》则是男女老少皆宜。我丝毫不认为世界杯会给《海派甜心》的收视带来冲击，《海派甜心》打败世界杯也不是什么神话。”

For Mainland China's audience, they would always remember that because of one show Angie Chai gains popularity all over the world. After sometime, Taiwan drama has dropped to the age of being too common, which started to die off in its popularity and branding. From tonight, Angie Chai stepped in with her new production showing in AnHuiWeiShi. With this show Taiwan drama's mother shall step back into the Mainland's market, saying that both the skills and plot would definetely win . And about the matter that this show would be in the same airing slot as World Cup, Angie Chai comments that competing against the World Cup is an exciting matter.

Going against the rules, start using her daughter

When talking about the filming process of , Angie Chai says that every episode has only NT$150,000 production allowance, and F4's filming allowance for each show is only NT$2500. This time bringing into Mainland China, Angie Chai is full of confidence. When talking about using "her new kid", about the lead Show Luo and Rainie Yang, Angie Chai never fails to show how much she love them. "I have collaborated with them not only once, I'm very satisfied with both their looks and their acting skills. Show Luo picked on an ugly role at the starting of the show, it's really funny, we can't control our laughters at the filming scene, he is one actor with many ideas. Rainie is also very special, in Taiwan most of the female leads woudl take on the gentle girl route, to be able to let everything go like her to act is really not much, in she took on an ugly role, and now in she takes on a babaric role. In Taiwan drama, you could look at the many possibilies of a person." Not only this, Angie Chai admits that she has used the "light rule" of bringing her daughter into the show, her daughter XiaoYa who is currently studying drama in Taiwan Arts University, has took on the role of a worker in the ice-cream outlet.

Winning the World Cup is not legendary

About ratings in Mainland China, Angie Chai thinks that although Taiwan's drama market is small, the competition is tough. In the same era where there are many other outstanding dramas like , , , still has the ability of stand out, so about this event of stepping into Mainland China, Angie Chai is full of confidence.

When talking about hitting the same airing spot as World Cup, Angie Chai reveals, "I'm still sticking to that saying: Whatever is nice would win. To be frank, being able to compete against the world cup is something exciting. But the World Cup is mainly targetting at male audience, on the other hand is targeting at everyone. I do not think that the world cup would bring any serious impact on the ratings of , and if wins the world cup, its not legendary.
-rainieday

2010-06-28T06:20:00.000-07:00

school has just started and though i told myself not to be stressed out
i am...
the greatest thing is that i won't do anything
all the talks won't help
i can start planning anytime. today. tommorow
guess what?
i started planning since mid years ended
i told myself i had to study
and guess what?
i didn't
and i will continue telling myself the same thing everyday
but i will not do anything because of procrasination( i dunno correct spelling anot)
and by preps, i will probably get crap results again
then maybe by prelims i will really start panicking and maybe then i will really start studying
i think i am not the only one who is facing this bah... i hope
this doesnt sound like rachel, u might say.

but i am losing steam at the most impt part of my sch life... my Os
haha but those who knows me knows that i am not the kind who gives up easily!
SO PUSH ON RACHEL!
SINCE YOUR IDOLS CAN DO IT，SO CAN YOU！

2010-06-25T23:39:00.000-07:00

Every Rose Has Its Thorn

We both lie silently still
in the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside

Was it something I said or something I did
Did my words not come out right
Though I tried not to hurt you
Though I tried
But I guess that's why they say

Chorus:
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

Yeah it does

I listen to our favorite song
playing on the radio
Hear the DJ say loves a game of easy come and easy go
But I wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And I know that you'd be here right now
If I could let you know somehow
I guess

Chorus

Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
but the scar, that scar will remain

Solo

I know I could saved a love that night
If I'd known what to say
Instead of makin' love
We both made our separate ways

and now I hear you found somebody new
and that I never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife
I guess

Chorus

Guess what i ate ytd when i went out with my parents?
i broke my record! i have never eaten so much before.

1 Char Siew Rice
1 fish soup with rice
1 rojak
1 chee cheong fun
1 ice kachang!!!

amazing right?
well obviously from the second item onwards i share wif other ppl lah

omg sch is starting
i'm very scared
and pls pls pls support The Child's Eye 3D on 14 oct 2010
can get to see rainie yang!

FINALLY!!! I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS!

2010-06-22T03:59:00.000-07:00

The Child's Eye 童眼 3D

Release Date : 14 October 2010 !!!

Director:

Pang Brothers 彭氏兄弟

Cast:

Rainie Young 杨丞琳
Elanne Kwong 江若琳
Izz Tsui徐正曦
Rex Ho何浚
Ciwi Lam林家栋

Plot: A series of unfortunate events - a political crisis, blockades of international airport and roadblock totally disturb the plan of six travelers in Thailand. Unwillingly, they stayed in an aged and shabby hotel. From the moment they checked in, they came across three weird children and a puppy, and strange things started happening one after another…

2010-06-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

i seriously think i shouldn't be an umpire sia
i am so blur
i can't even spot my own mistakes and i have to spot others mistakes
i am so stress now
dunno if i can pass the practical anot

you might not believe but i am not chionging for my Os
even though i may look like the very hardworking kind
but i think you got it all wrong
you might think that i am lying but i am not

i have no idea how pei ying know that i am using the com!
she is creeping me out!

2010-06-13T06:48:00.000-07:00

this is how rainie looked when she was young

she may not be the prettiest or cutest child

haha but when she grows up...!!!

2010-06-11T07:20:00.000-07:00

(MUNMUN) :))

i can't imagine her as a real mother-.-

THIS IS THE FUNNIEST!!! haha:)

i was just too bored

so i went to see some advertisements and i found them quite cute

haha and the best thing is...

they are all by RAINIE!!!

2010-06-10T06:31:00.000-07:00

For Wei Lin:)

Plot for 陽光天使

WuZun reveals that in his new show he would be acting as a bankrupt who beings his route to revenge which makes which induces a depression feeling into him. This characters, whether the image or the way it is being presented, is all a big challenge to WuZun. To be able to win over this image, WuZun spends his own time trying to get into the character and feel for it, which in turn results in being too engross that he gets into depression. At the same time, because of the high level of confidential means of the show, he cherishes every chance of stepping out for an event.

2010-06-09T06:49:00.000-07:00

if anyone feels like giving up...

think about them.

If they didn't give up , why should we?

lets cherish our lives together:)

2010-06-06T06:04:00.000-07:00

just came back from netball camp
had so much FUN!!!
well i was really touched too
i loved the song the seniors sang to us
i loved the those notes written from my juniors
they mean so much to me

i have never regretted joining netball
even up till today
we watched stars
and we saw a shooting star! ( we think so)

now i just have to study hard
for my Os
its so fast...

good luck to me!

2010-05-29T20:35:00.000-07:00

hehe so 帥!

Finally another term has finished

i think this is the worst term so far...

haha but i won't give up so easily lah of course...

MUAHAHAHAHA

the more something stops me from doing it,

the more i will do it sia

i can't deny that i am at fault,

but misunderstandings and miscommunications are the cause of both parties

you need two hands to clap

if u still cannot forgive me...

then i feel sorry for you...

i love her:)

GOOD LUCK FOR MT O"LEVELS TMR!!!
JIAYOU!

2010-05-26T00:22:00.000-07:00

i think after going to see LXZ concert and his autograph session, i like him even more sia:)
i don't know how to put in words how i felt over these few days because i don't know how to describe those feelings...
from like nervous, excited, high, anrgy!, shy( hehe),and finally sad.i think i will never forget those memories
Till the next time he comes, i will really focus on my results
i've promised people and i won't go back on my promise.
If my idols are working hard now filming and doing concerts, i should also be working hard for my Os!!!

2010-05-18T05:37:00.000-07:00

honestly...
i feel empty
i don't know how i shld be feeling right now.
shld i be devastated because of my results
but anyway i also didn't study much...
but why is it?...
i don't know if i am sad, happy, or just simply bored
and oh my, my compre.
are we really the worst batch like many teachers say?
well if that is the case,
den i guess we are a unique batch
i think our batch is really unique
seriously...
who went to taman negara before us for nyaa?
and i really miss NETBALL so much!
i love u guys!!!

2010-05-01T06:10:00.000-07:00

EXAM TIME:))

this song is nice:) well i can't find many songs of rainie that are not nice!

2010-04-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

Very bad.
my life is very bad now.
So many problems.
everyday worry about so many things.
我每天过着提心吊胆的日子...
Thanks for the concern by everyone.
i will stay strong
the more i am challenged, the more i will challenge them back.
I will get back on my feet
but i can't assure that i won't break down again.
I'm very sensitive

2010-04-08T00:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YU SHAN!!!

2010-03-25T08:44:00.001-07:00

Great. Thanks
You made my day.
Thanks so much

i wonder whats going to happen tmr.
Ms wong is up to something...

2010-03-21T06:38:00.000-07:00

KBox on thursday was fun:)
but we like chionging for bus like that sia
cos we had to wait half an hour
cos we never book! ( Yu Shan?)
learnt our lesson already:)

but at least sang until i was contented!
i managed to sing 暧昧 in Jap!
i can actually memorize!
no wonder my bio keep failing-.-
but that time i got a bad sore throat
so wasted:(
haha

A new term, a new start:)
I am ready to face all obstacles!

以前说的不是这种以后
把以前的痛苦忘掉！！！

2010-03-19T07:23:00.000-07:00

2 more days.
to hell.
AHHH!!!

2010-03-16T07:17:00.000-07:00

Holiday has arrived.
Is it really a holiday?
like I ask myself every year.
It is not a Holiday
but at least i can go out a day or two to enjoy myself
i hope in term 2 my results can improve
esp my eng
In term 1, many things happen
but i learnt many things also
we must really treasure everyone around us because life is just so unpredictable
few more months in PRCS
I already miss netball like crazy
i feel so empty without it
i think I will miss PRCS too

SHERMAINE:))
I also miss playing with you:(
I miss netball:(
you guys can do it
Put in your effort and do your best
start training hard now and you will be rewarded
don't wait.
Don't follow our footsteps
Be more hardworking than us
I wish you guys the best of luck
If i am free i will come back and help you guys:))
Jia yous!!!
SMILE:)

2010-03-14T04:35:00.000-07:00

wow i got the most slack cip ever:))

2010-03-12T18:27:00.000-08:00

每个人的一生中都会面临很多离别的场面
像是跟朋友的离别
家人的离别
或是情人的离别
不过离别不一定都是感伤的
你可能会很舍不得
离开认识你很久的朋友
但是我们还是要祝福她
进入一个斩新的开始

NETBALLERS!
we did it:)
we proved it to who we are supposed to prove to
i am so proud of all of you!
My dear Hafizah
don't be too upset
this cross country is also to beat your personal best
and i am sure you did it

Though we did not win cheering
its ok 4/9!
we won class champion for cross country
in my heart we have already won:))
To the cheerleaders:
we did it
at least we gave our best
and we will have no regrets
right?
we did all we can already
so Sofia don't be too upset okay?:))

我要谢谢大家一路陪着我

2010-03-05T06:43:00.000-08:00

我還記得我挽著你的手
天冷時候一起躲在棉被中
那時我們不害怕犯錯
那時以為天空多遼闊

朋友都說你後來變真多
總是避談純真坦白那時候
體貼的人不再追問我
只說你也有夢他也有夢
雖然難得不必心痛

我以為我成熟以為從此就自由
我嘗試著快樂快樂卻不陪著我
愛沒有回來了你已經離開我
回憶緊緊纏著我
像當初不肯放手

我以為我成熟以為我能好好過
我嘗試著墮落當我想你的時候
愛不會回來了你已經離開我
卻一直住在我心中

如果傻傻的承諾現在還在一起嗎
情侶齟齬常常有

如果寂寞的時候已經學會去推託
他也有夢我也有夢
雖然難得不必心痛

我以為我成熟以為從此就自由
我嘗試著快樂快樂卻不陪著我
愛沒有回來了你已經離開我
卻一直住在我心中

愛不會回來了你已經離開我
卻一直住在我心中

這樣的愛實在難得

2010-02-26T05:09:00.000-08:00

Its over.
All's over.
i have weird feelings
We missed just by a bit
though we did not get in
i am proud of everyone cause we really worked hard
none of us gave up
sad.
really, we let history repeat itself again
i don't know how many people we have let down
i'm sorry to those people
there were a few times during this tournament that i couldn't play well
i learnt that you must really learn to put your emotions aside

i am going to help them, will not let history repeat itself again
its a learning process
through this cca i really learnt a lot
i can now admit and tell people that i am a stronger person
i am not afraid of setbacks

empty.
Lost.
i don't know what to do during cca today
it feels really weird
but we have a crucial match the week after.
cross country.
and many more crucial matches this year.
lets take every challenge that we face as a crucial and deciding match
like we always say
because...
once a netballer, always a netballer
thank you netballers!
i love you guys:)

又被刀割了一遍
当作成长
我要快乐
努力了那么久
但使中还得不到快乐
我平不是天生爱认输
却比任何人都多
就算在多努力
也再没有关系了
因为我得不到快乐

haha this is so cool:)

2010-02-22T05:38:00.000-08:00

搞笑

詞：陳鎮川
曲：李偉菘

那一條牙膏在對我傻笑
嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡想鬧就鬧
好快樂少了人嘮叨

藍色的碗盤多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑藉著熱鬧掩輓菑葚
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
還在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麼熬
這麼多年早就習慣有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬但是至少要讓我知道你好不好

我們的小狗食量變好小
眼神裡常常顯得無聊
牠習慣睡覺的床尾少了一雙腳
所以牠常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑藉著熱鬧掩輓菑葚
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑卻在醉後眼疵魕R飆
你的離開失去多少我計算不了
忙完了一天突然覺得又何必辛勞
對誰炫耀？
還在搞笑是否擁有麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌卻避不開催痕漲掃
我徹夜胡鬧希望聽到有人會提到你好不好

2010-02-19T06:23:00.000-08:00

i should just not think about it!
Jia you netballers!!!

some things just cannot be bought with money...

2010-02-18T06:20:00.000-08:00

tommorow common test
i wish everyone the best of luck
trying to get my 改版!!!

分手需要練習的

談起關於你的話題
終於可以不用缺席
甚至還表現得不再關心
從前你是傷的痕跡
現在不過是場回憶
忽遠忽近

我怕的是低潮來襲
這城市哪裡夠隱密
藏住我突然想哭的情緒
寧願失去鬥志勇氣
好過和你冷戰推擠
這樣誰輸得起

原來分手是需要練習的
等時間久了會變勇敢的
你慢慢出走我漸漸放手
這不就是我們要的自由

原來分手是需要練習的
等傷口好了會變輕鬆的
海闊天空不殘留一點痛
回頭看怕懦弱往前走怕墜落
但我一定能學會
在想你的時候不難過

我怕的是低潮來襲
這城市哪裡夠隱密
藏住我突然想哭的情緒
寧願失去鬥志勇氣
好過和你冷戰推擠
這樣誰輸得起

原來分手是需要練習的
等時間久了會變勇敢的
你慢慢出走我漸漸放手
這不就是我們要的自由

原來分手是需要練習的
等傷口好了會變輕鬆的
海闊天空不殘留一點痛
回頭看怕懦弱往前走怕墜落
但我一定能學會
在想你的時候不難過

原來分手是需要練習的
等傷口好了會變輕鬆的
海闊天空不殘留一點痛
回頭看怕懦弱往前走怕墜落
但我一定能學會
在想你的時候不難過

2010-02-12T22:51:00.000-08:00

nice nice nice:))

2010-02-05T05:09:00.000-08:00

我希望所有的人可以相信自己，爱自己

因为你只有爱自己别人才会更爱你

也希望每一个人都可以是乐观的渡过每一天

因为开心也是一天

不开心也是一天

所以我们聪明的人就是要选择开心的过生活！！！

we won:)
PRCS vs Temasek
35-23

i think it was quite good.
we are going to work harder!
i need to stay positive

wah my ankle a bit sprained sian
but i can recover very fast wan:)
haha
Jia yous
we all did a good job!!!

2010-02-01T05:06:00.000-08:00

we lost.
katong Convent vs Prcs: (30-20)
but not lose to them, we lost to ourselves

everybody, including ourselves expected us to win
i screwed up my first quarter
i realised how one person's feeling and mood can affect the rest

one word. horrible
but thats for the 1st two quarters
3rd and 4th quarter we fought hard
but it was too late

now that we make ourselves in this position
we have to work really hard for the next few games
really hard
it will not be easy
i am very scared and i am sure everyone is...
we have to overcome that fear
there will be setbacks in life
but when you struggle through it and push yourself
it will only make you a stronger person
but to get through it alone
you need a lot of effort

i agree with Yu Shan that somehow we cannot accept success
once we succeed, we are happy and we get a little too confident and thats when we are not serious
and thats where all the problems comes in

To my Dearest netballers,

we all know what happen today
i want to thank everyone for the encouregement that they have given me
as usual,
i am a person who cries so easily that i think i can join mediacorp
they will accept me
what happen today was not because we cannot do it
but after we did half court,
everyone freaked out
and thats why everyone panicked.
AGREED?
but we did really well for last two quarters
we should keep up that spirit!
take this as a valuable lesson learnt
and make sure that we work even harder for the rest
i know its easier said than done but
we can do it girls:)
we really can
i have faith in every single one of you

Yu shan:

you know your mood affeacts me the most. you are one of the most important players in the team. We need you to come back. Recover!

Hui Yi:

if nobody told you that u did well today
you did. NO i'm serious. U did.
Don't keep everything boiled down inside
its not good for you

Wei lin:

wow me and you
central hug huh?
continue that:)
u give me the most support
Thank You so much

Chia Thong:

passes!!!
but u are the one who keeps us all cheerful when we are down
you uphold ur reputation:)
Jia you me and u today never clash

Defenders( Pei Ying/ Felicia):

can see both of u very demoralised
but u two are also very important!!!
u must work harder
u guys are the best defenders
EVER!

to those that encouraged me in one way or another:

thank you dahyla, sofia, and so many others
you guys are very important too!

一千零一個願望

明天就像是盒子裡的巧克力糖
什麼滋味充滿幻想
失望是偶爾撥不通的電話號碼
多試幾次總椰^答

心裡有好多的夢想
未來正要開始閃閃發亮
就算天再高那又怎麼
踮起腳尖就更靠近陽光

我下我第一千零一個願望 (一個願望)
有一天幸福總溫尼琲爾 (聽我的話)
不怕要多少時間多少代價
青春是我的籌碼 OH~~~
我下我第一千零一個願望 (一個願望)
有一天幸福總椰b我手上 (在我手上)
每一顆心都有一雙翅膀
要勇往直前的飛翔沒有到不了的地方

2010-01-31T05:48:00.000-08:00

Having a match with kc tmr
u all will not be able to see the hyper me already
i will be quite down

Life is so sad
everytime when you want to be happy
somehow, you will be forced not to
when you don't want to be happy
you will never be

我真的覺的好怕，好怕

Just like everytime when i want things to go well, it doesn't
when i wish that things doesn't go well, hoping that it would be reversed
things would be the worst

as you all know,
i like quotes...
i like motivation...
i like inspiration...

so anyone got quotes to share with me please tell me.
i really feel like giving up sometimes sia

虽然我不是大家想象的那么坚强
我会从装坚强
变成真正的坚强和勇敢

2010-01-29T06:55:00.000-08:00

Me and Sofia have a new found talent
pressurizing Mrs Low!!!

manage to beg her to postpone the test:)

Monday match
very scared...

2010-01-28T05:10:00.000-08:00

HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT TO A GIRL???
OH MY GOD SO DISAPPOINTED!!!

ARRGH SO ANGRY!

我要冷静下来

呼吸。。。呼吸。。。

monday match with katong convent
gonna work very hard!!!

JIA YOUS WE CAN DO IT

don't give up till the last whistle blows:)

anyway for those who do not watch 海派甜心this is a good reason for u to watch!!!

so touching right?

2010-01-27T06:45:00.000-08:00

爱凤头！！！

2010-01-27T06:20:00.000-08:00

lots of things happening nowadays
tournaments are here
workload still the same

hope that thru all these
i can become a stronger person:)
feelings and emotions very unstable
i may seem on the happy outside
but when i calm down and keep quiet
i can just cry unknowingly
i dunno why leh

complacency...

feeling it man
come on i can't be so complacent
just because of one match?
Today did project with hui yi
so cool
laugh until like siao man!!!
and beside us got some mother and child keep on talking about PRCS
say we very good

lols are we that good?

i saw a advertisement today.
wow very nice sia
actually i see before but den
i everytime see also cry lols

In the end, its these small things that you remember
the little imperfections that make them perfect
FOR YOU...

So no matter how imperfect we all are, it is these things that make people remember you the most

I would like to thank everyone for making my life a better one!
THANK YOU

seniors!
sec 4 netballers!
juniors!
sofia!
fiona!
kai lin!
yu wen!
eugene!
aiya many many more i too lazy type out!

2009-12-22T05:04:00.000-08:00

had a lot of complicated feelings these two days
i know my stamina dropped a lot
thats cos i haven been running for three weeks
and i come back straight away play two matches.

anyway all those are just excuses
i should have trained harder
give me more time la

2009-11-11T05:56:00.000-08:00

Hmm... i very long never post and everyone's nagging
i don't even know what to post.

Err. lets see...

since the starting of my so called holidays
I don't know what i have done.
I feel really lost.
But in a way i feel happier because mantally i am not so stressed.
I think everyone can see that
The other side of me, the more crazier side of me is coming out
but i am really not studying.

Yu shan
Jia yous:)
just hang in there
give tham time

I friday got physics SPA and i have a feeling that i won't do well
because...
i am not a very hands on person
so good luck to me

haha the taman negara so cool!!!
more like holiday chalet sia
can eat at floating restuarant
sleep in chalets <>
sit in trains with aircon and bed too-.-
not even a camp
seems like OBS is better
but Fuhua people going!!!
i am so happy
can see them again:)

My stamina seems to improve a lot suddenly and i do not know why
anyway thats good.

I GOING KBOX NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-27T02:45:00.000-07:00

My dog's picture in Straits Time Lifestyle page 13!!! Last one:)

How i wish there was more time

I feel so sad For Rainie Yang:(

go watch this!

http://www.88news.net/2009/09/15/golden-bell-awards-rainie-yang-this-year-im-the-biggest-overlooked-talent-however-not-nominated/#more-3927

2009-09-25T08:36:00.000-07:00

The longer I live, the more I realized the impact of one’s attitude towards life.
Attitude, to me, is more important than facts and knowledge.
It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people say or do.
The remarkable thing is that we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will want for that day. We cannot change the past…
We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.
I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it.
And so it is with you…

We are in charge of our attitudes.

With the right attitude, nothing is impossible.

2009-09-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

Maybe it's the things I say

Maybe I should think before I speak

But I thought that I knew enough

To know myself

And do what's right for me

And these walls I'm building now

You used to bring em down

And the tears I'm crying now

You used to wipe away

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I'd be okay

So why am I breaking apart? Don't wanna be torn

Don't wanna be torn

Don't make me have to choose between

What I want

And what you think I need

Cuz I'll always be a little girl

But even little girls

Have got to dream

Now it all feels like a fight

You were always on my side

The lonely I feel now

You used to make it go away

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I'd be okay

So why am I breaking apart?

Don't wanna be torn

Why is all this so confusing, complicating, and consuming

Why does all this make me angry

I wanna go back to being happy

The tears I'm crying now

You used to wipe away, yeah

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I'd be okay

So why am I breaking apart?

Don't wanna be torn (x8)

I really hope...

really hope that one day something will be different

2009-09-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

i have something to say to netballers:)

we are really trying. its just no use right? Its ok. i have secret weapon

2009-09-12T08:31:00.000-07:00

WOW!!!
this morning's cip was so fun:)
we were the last to leave cos we were the slowest!
we were the slowest cos we were the laziest!
haha:)
yup 3/9 was very lazy today during the cip
even our very home tutor confirmed it with us
THANKS EVERYONE!!!

2009-09-08T07:06:00.000-07:00

TOMMOROW GOT TRAINING!

i just watched 《只想说声对不起》 and i think that it is totally touching.
i cried like shit man

就算前世没有过约定，今生我们算有缘份
有些事是回不去的，也不需要回去了

2009-08-26T08:19:00.000-07:00

"BECAUSE I'M A GIRL" by: Kiss

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain

wow i love this song.
its nice:)
haha today was a bad day for me generally
anyway, is there anyday that is a good day for me?
haha
nvm.
1 year plus and you are out of my sight!!!
yeah:)
tahan a while more
and you are gone
muahahahaha!

physics almost want to sleep already
i feel like sharing a joke:)
since human like to eat potato chips right?
what is scientists favourite snack?
MIRCOCHIPS!!!

because i am a girl, i do not shout at you

because i am a girl, i control my emotions

because i am a girl, i will feel hurt

because i am a girl, i will cry

because i am a girl, i am sensitive

because i am a girl, I AM IN NETBALL!!!

ok lah a bit lame but still not too bad right?

2009-08-25T08:41:00.000-07:00

so...
people say that with failure comes success
so i will not give up:)
i very long never poat already
in term 3 many things happen
and i hope that in term 4,
everything will go more smoothly
and i can focus more.

never did i know until this term that i have such great classmates in my class
jia yous yu wen and diyana:)

i believe that so long as i try hard
one day,
i will
be rewarded
with what i deserve to get.

I keep smelling the fragrance of promise
I guess the wind that swept by you is passing by my side right now
Maybe it's a sunshine in my heart that shines on only you
It even embraces the painful scars

Love you
Bringing you up, I close my eyes tight once again
I love you if I can fill up both your eyes
I love you. if I show you my laughter
I'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
I love you. if I can convey this heart to you
I love you. if you teach that heart
I'll become like it in every way
Love you, love you, love you, forever

I'm walking, following you, hiding behind the moonlight
What do I do if you don't notice
Should I make another request to the clouds to rain again
So I can hold your wet heart

2009-07-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

I so love this book!!! it rocks

when i reach home i have to ask my sis to keep it for me if not i will read it

in sch whenever i will time i will read

haha its really nice.

Go read it:)))

2009-07-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

very hyper these days
dunno why:)
maybe its because the sugar level increase cos i eat a lot of sweets and all that
blah blah blah...
i shall not go into details
haha not bio lesson anyway

tmr got trigo test
damn scared sia
i scared i won't live up to my expectations

anyway
i just want to say this
i know of no one other than you
that's constantly ignorant
and completely have no idea about my feelings
as i continue this mental torture
i am still happy
as you have brought me joy and entertainment
even yet you don't know the feelings of my heart
i really wish to see the day
as i am withstanding the pain each day
and my heart is hurting in these ever sad days
when will it stop?
i ask myself.
put yourself in my shoes and how would you feel?
i'll keep on hoping for the miracle
and i'll keep waiting too.
hopefully one day
you would wake up from your coma of doing this
and understand me

haha i might be a good poet:)

MISS BUBU
PROFESSIONAL POET
TOP IN SINGAPORE
TOP IN MALAYSIA
TOP IN INDONESIA
TOP IN TAIWAN
TOP IN AUSTRALIA
TOP IN INDIA
TOP IN ENGLAND
TOP IN THAILAND
TOP IN CHINA
TOP IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!

2009-07-14T02:16:00.000-07:00

YU SHAN!!!

i shall dedicate this to you:)
i know you are stressed but
don't use so many ****
i am saying this for your own good
imagine guys
do they like to hear girls say this kind of things

rmb the donkey story?
take all theseas trainings
for a better success
i know i obs also say a lot of times
but in normal life
don't say so much lah

and whereas your studies...
concentrate more pls
you used to do better than me in maths?
you can do it if you want
you really have to cut down on unecessary things
thats all i have to say
listen to me hor!

I want to see the old you!!!
if not...
MUAHAHAHAHA

2009-07-04T23:37:00.000-07:00

lost the interest already
don't force me
a lot of things happen and i always wonder if i had made the right choice
if i didn't choose that all these might not happen

anyway i so miss obs!!!

2009-07-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

I know i very long never post already:)

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想
还在爱着的从前
知道你还难过
知道你还爱我
知道是我的错
是我的错
我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切
我都知道知道你受的苦
真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天
有一天
我会看见
别人笑我
洒脱
其实我没有那么的
洒脱
我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切
我都知道
知道你受的苦
真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天
有一天
我会看见
别人笑我
洒脱
其实我没有那么的
洒脱
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天
有一天
我会看见
别人笑我
洒脱
其实我没有那么的
洒脱

2009-06-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

ok ok i am back:)

will post pics when i have time:)

hehehe

2009-05-18T07:44:00.000-07:00

hey people!!!
a few jokes here for you
cos i noe you guys are going to miss my lameness while i am away!!!

1. why didn't the skeleton go to the prom?

HE HAD NO BODY TO GO WITH!!!

2. What's brown and sticky?

A STICK!!!

3. Why did the boy throw his watch into the trash bin?

HE WANTED TO WASTE TIME!!!

4. what do scientists eat for supper?

MICROCHIPS!!!

bear with me ah
a bit lame-.-

but being happy is the most important:)

Let me tell you a very dirty story.
Once upon a time, there was a 16 year old boy by the name of John.
John asked his parents for a mountain bike for his birthday and got his wish.
So on his birthday, John took his new bike out for its first ride in the evening.
Cos it was evening, the sun had set and it was quite dark.
Despite this, John rode on through the poor visibility when suddenly...SMACK!!!
He rammed into a street lamp and fell off his bike and into a nearby puddle of filthy mud.
The mud was brown and thick and there was dead leaves and animal waste in it.
John's leg was trapped under a plant and had to roll around in the mud until his whole body was very dirty before he could free himself.
The end.

DIRTY JOKE:)))

2009-05-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

ok now i reopen my blog already:)
won't be posting again though exams are over
i will be away!!!

haha dun miss me

oh no i am so scared to get back my results...
hope it is ok

BYE:)

2009-04-20T07:42:00.000-07:00

i am BORED
ok wrong word to use
i will never be bored cos there are endless things for me to do:)

so i just want to say...
HI:)

2009-04-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

today is a very good day because it is...

thursday!!!

actually i don't know why people keep on asking me to be more matured.
i already so matured
if i more matured
the world will be full of black and white colours
oh ya they are not colours:)
ok now a bit emo...
and inspirational:)

I should be thankful that I have access to opportunities that others will never even dream of having, that I should be glad I even have loved ones, even if they are taken away from me.I have had painful things happen to me, and I know what sorrow feels like, but there are always those who have been hurt deeper than me. To them I can only offer my prayers, and my sympathy.

It is very true in our lives that we must choose for ourselves how to live, and which road to travel, and which song to sing, be it happy or sad. I like to think I choose to sing a happy song, of life and laughter. But of course, sometimes life chooses for us also.

Life has good and bad but in the end we determine our own course.

2009-04-09T01:52:00.000-07:00

changed blog song
i like 许愿树 its nice:)

today celebrated yu shan's birthday at k-box
felt like all my problems were all gone
but once i go back to the real world
the cruel and evil things all come back to you
so sad
today we tricked yu shan:)
so cool we told her we not going to k-box anymore and we poured sour plum on her
haha cool
now at yu shan's hse slacking
but when i go back
everythings will return to the cruel worl that i live in

post pictures soon:)

oh ya and sorry i forgot to ans tags
all i have to say is...
HI!!!

2009-04-08T08:13:00.000-07:00

Thanks Chia thong:)
you know why

sorry
sorry
i really don't know what you want from me
all i can do is to avoid you
i don't know what will happen
i don't want things to turn out badly
i want things to remained as it was in my happy days
how i wish we never grew up:)

is it ever possible?
that you will one day
leave me alone?
just...
i don't want to have anything involved
its not my problem

people say my blog is so not like my character in school
but hey, everyone has problems too
and mine happens to be almost frequently
but i'll still try to keep a positive outlook

2009-04-06T07:16:00.000-07:00

enough is enough
i have went overboard
sorry i hurt your feelings
i will never do it again
i will stay as it is
following my traditional rule
no one can stop me anymore
learnt so much from this episode
hope it won't repeat
i just want to concentrate on my studies and netball now
so nothing else is going to distract me already.
nothing else to comment
say whatever you want
criticise whatever you want
its not going to change any thing...

我知道你很难过
感情的付出不是真心就会有结果
别问怎么做爱才能长久
这道理有一天你会懂
我知道你很难过
昨天是恋人
今天说分说就分手
别问你的痛要怎么解脱
多情的人注定伤得比较久

2009-04-04T00:39:00.000-07:00

trying hard

really trying

i shall not force myself too much:)

what should be done is done

2009-04-01T07:38:00.000-07:00

nothing much to post.
just another long and tiring wednesday
really really tired
just want to have a break again
i want to have a break without any homework
anyway tmr got 2 tests
eng expository and emaths congruence and similarity
hope can do well:)
thats all
shall try to sleep earlier today.

2009-03-31T08:28:00.000-07:00

OK...

i failed my a-maths test

surprising? no.

why?

i didn't work had

second test i faild this year

i really do want to work harder

i really do

but can i?

i don't know

you can't escape from studying

is which kind of attitude you want to face with

i was really sad

but i know that failures are all part of life

but i didn't really study for this test

and thats why i am partly to blame

so there is no use crying over spilt milk

hope i pass the retest

ok enough bout maths

NETBALL

today is not actually the day that seniors step down

but it is their last training with us:(

somehow i really feel like i have just lost my loved one

they go through thick and thin with us

no more laming

but still got the lame sec 3s! (me! shhh)

haha good luck for their national exams

though the sacarsim has faded off cos so may matches has passed

i am not so ironic and emo and sacarstic now

but sometimes i will still say here and there

cos its like when you sprain your ankle

the pain will forever be there

it will never fully recover

so thats why the pain in my heart will forever be there:)

ok i know that this blog is getting more boring

B'DIV 2009 ROCKS!!!

BYE BYE:)

2009-03-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

today was a sad and happy day
ss suhaimi want me to stay back during recess cos i never hand in hw
but i never even see the paper before
so dun care him haha
next Mrs ang never come
quite happy lah
but i studied for the test!
Arrgh!!!
but nvm thursday just take the test
chem still same teach very fast
lit quite funny

haha netball:)
so funny
ok fine.
the first part not very funny lah
erm we played with raffles and kinda got thrashed
45-10
hehe
aiya dying already die peacefully lor
haha

den we played half court with sec 3s haha so cool
i love you guys!!!
haha

here comes the funny part
when we were on the way back to school
the bus driver was speeding and was kena caught by the traffic police
Jo thay all say the traffic police very " shuai"
erm i dun think so right?
Chia thong? wei lin?

tuition... just came back
super tired
will try to study for bio test

Anyway this is for seniors

thank you Jomanda, Zhi Ying,

Victoria, Deborah, Rachel Seah,

Rachel neo, Zena, Eunice, Nargis,

and the other sec 4s

sorry if i forgot to put your name:)

thank you for your guidance to us, the sec 3s

all these while

without you guys

all of us would not be improving so much

we would not be so motivated to work hard

thank you for your motivation

your encouragement

I will miss all the fun and lame times that we had together

when we make mistakes

you guys will try your best to guide us along

we will certainly learn from you guys

what we learnt

is...

well basically to not to give up

thank you so much!!!

I will miss you guys:)

why is your thing more important than us?
we are like in the decision match
of nationals
i dunno
i find you quite irresponsible
not that i can do any better
but...
you are supposed to be someone that i look up to

2009-03-27T08:16:00.000-07:00

I dunno leh but i feel like i am becoming more lame each day
maybe its cos i giving less stress to myself in cca
actually i dun really care now
i still work hard
but if i do badly, den do badly lor
haha if good den good lor
i think yu shan will like scold me
just came up from swimming and Ann told me a lot of things
i think that i really should not complain about my life now as things are going to get worse
as we all get older
so treasure your every moment that u are living now!!!

primary sch: sleep 8 hours

sec sch: 6 hours

JC: 4 hours

-ann

i think this is also very true:)

haha so treasure your sleeping hours too

anyway i think i am getting more like playful during classes

this week alone

how many times did i get scolded?

including TODAY

haix it pissed me off

fine i not proactive

whatever-.-

thats just so lame la

i even saw u jaywalking before

wat right do u have to say bout us?

I shall try to become lamer

as it makes me happier!

hahaha

BYE!

the graph is increasing in steepness

2009-03-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

life after one week of term 2...
erm i tried to be a good kid
but erm not very successful lah:)
hw some never do... kena scolded for changing places
blah blah blah...
haha
but i think i am happier than last term:)
thats a good thing
and lamer too!!!
i realised my post like getting shorter and shorter
no time:(
common test coming again!!!
AGGRH!

2009-03-21T21:36:00.000-07:00

i don't understand anything for physics!!!

its not fair for us to have the test tmr:(

haha but i realised that a lot of ppl also dunno got test tmr

so at least there is hope that the test will be postpone

sch is restarting

and i realised that our lit hw is encouraging us to die faster:)

hahahahahahaha:):)

who wants to learn physics?

go this website...

http://www.saburchill.com/physics/chapters/0018.html

have fun!

2009-03-19T19:14:00.000-07:00

你说你喜欢
我笑得开朗
你越温柔
我越不想撒谎
我办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你
我感觉更勉强
别人的幸福
何必要模仿
放手?

2009-03-19T18:25:00.000-07:00

nothing much during training yetersday
actually i quite happy
just feel that why i train so long like a lot of things still never improve
but i think i got improve:)
so three cheers for me!
haha
i shall work hard like you will never imagine:)

2009-03-17T19:45:00.000-07:00

I'M SO DEAD FOR HW!

HAVEN EVEN STARTED YET

didn't go for training

my mummy insisted that i take a break

i think some ppl know why

haha

but don't worry i'll be going tmr:)

haha dunno how much i missed out

but who cares?

haha

BYE I FEEL LIKE CHIONGING HW

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

2009-03-13T21:06:00.000-07:00

yea i made it:)

thank you to everybody who encouraged me for this cross country.

almost our whole netball team made it to top 20:)

jia you netballers

sec 4s and 5 don't be too upset

u tried ur best:)

yesterday was super scared

so scared of cheri

but cheri u still got 3rd:)

rmb our plan next year k?

but i told myself that i could do it

haha yeah:)

OMG and 3/9 got overall champion for sec 3!!!

cool!

AND for cheering competition

it was like a miracle...

3rd? 3/9? why ah?

nvm that shows that we can do it

GO 3/9!

love you lots:)

and not forgetting my beloved netballers too!!!

Jia yous for the upcoming nationals and lets all train hard:)

I need to work harder for my results.

2009-03-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

YES!!!
Today got 7 periods of relief:)
its like a miracle
but to 3/7 this is probably nothing
but still very happy

friday cheering competition...
omg i really can't imagine my class
can we more undead?
I can take it anymore
why are u guys like that?
why can't we do it more lively?
only a handful of people can do it.
thank you to those people
but the rest
i don't know...
is studying what u wan? only that?
do we have to show other classes that we are like forever
so nerdy
I hope for a miracle...

cross country:(
usually my favourite day of the year
but not this year leh
dunno why i feel that my stamina drop.

I need a miracle
i know we're suppose to work hard ourselves but...

I don't know.
Is it too rash?
i made a rash decision?

2009-03-08T06:39:00.001-07:00

HAPPY NEWS TO ANNOUNCE TOMMOROW

I KNOW IT AMY NOT BE TOO GOOD A NEWS FOR

YOU

BUT ITS STILL WORTH IT DON'T U THINK?

HAHA I LOVE YOU

of course you too:)

2009-03-05T03:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA AND SHERRI!!!!

haha ran 2.4 today

quite impressed with results

cool:)

and realised that my class is really not bad after all!

Go 3/9!

love you to the core

lets do well for cheering comp

and win something

sorry for showing my bad temper nowadays

really pissed by some things.

the graph is still increasing...

2009-03-04T04:03:00.000-08:00

really proud to be in this netball team called PRCS

though we may not scream and shout like other teams during the game

we are united as one.

feel that god answered my prayer last night

we did it:)

we made it to the semi finals

which means we are in top 4

you guys deserve it

and u deserve IT too

enjoy it:)

you totally ruin my happy mood today

nvm...

tmr got 2.4 take time

scared sia

my stamina like drop leh

another thing pissed me off today.

shall not say it

anyway its a fact

haha thanks jo for ur 'encouraging' speech
should i go on fri?

Go netballers.

don't think i can have the courage to bring out the hero in me

ok eng lesson time...

spot the irony:)

2009-03-03T04:20:00.000-08:00

we humans should be like them

they work hard no matter what.

they fail, and they try again.

they can take bad opinions

they will still continue to fight

dogs also have a lot of teamwork.

when one is in trouble

thewhole bunch of dogs will rush out to help

they face all kinds of problems with confidence

and try their 100% best in everthing that they do.

I don't know why

but we humans sometimes just cannot accept the fact that we did not win

or we failed

we lose confidence

and are even more scared

i feel that we should be more bonded and

go through things together

to Yu Shan and

ppl who have little confidence:

Its difficult to imagine the situation that you're in

its something that i would never and can never feel

but u really have to believe yourself

that there is a hero inside you

don't be afraid of what or who you are

If you reach into your soul

and the sorrow that you know

will melt away.

When you find that hero inside you

you will feel the strength to carry on

you will put your fears aside

and you know you can survive

so when you feel that hope for you is gone

look inside you and be strong

and you'll eventually see the truth

that a hero is inside you

hey weilin thanks for the motivation!

hehe:)

pls help my teamates with their damai match tmr

may u bless them to play very hard and to fight to the end.

NARGIS!!!

FASTER RECOVER!

WE LOVE YOU